Dear Sebastien

well, I'm sure you think there is no easy solution for your problome. But in fact it is realy easy, all you need to do is ask yourself what what you think is more important for you...your friends, or your life. You need to decide if you are ready to clime on the mountain or not.

we all saw movies about climbing mountains, we all saw how frithgning and dangerousit is. I think that the best thing for you to do is taking 10 minutes of silence, just beeing alone with yourself and think about what will probably make you feelbetter.You should know that if you're afraid to do this, then you will not have to. But if you will choose to do this will it make you feel good? What is more important for you, Sebastien? is it hanging with your friend while knowing your not having fun at all, or is it feeling safe and good with yourself?

i realy hope you know what is the right thing to do, and i hope that in someway i did help you.
i hope you will do the right thing and no metter what, you will have fun.

(75)
Daphna.